Long time no write.!

heyy!
long time no writing here..! been horribly busy with the rest of the world nd personal lifee. Geez, it's the 26th of June! isn't that nuts? That means I only got 15 more days in the crazy states filled with late nite diners, big SUVs, major chick flicks and crazy LA parties. I'll be on a flight to England soon enough.. It's gunna be a summer full blast and im soo gunna miss every1 heree like SO SO sooo muchh.. specially jaanu lolz. uhm, so let me fill u in on everything that happened the past couple weeks...!
1. SCHOOLS OUT!! yepp, its over! finally, i did sumhow amazing on my math A regents, got a 96.. still not herd of wrd frm bio which sux cuz im totally nervous bout that..
2. Graduation was quite enjoyable. Mr.Roth got my name almost riite, he just emphasized the "h" in chowdhury so it ends with "hurry" lmao, but i was too happy to get into any discussion about it. Looked gorg in my dress, I agree! haha, funny thing was Gasho's was closed at liek 9:00pm, buh we made a detour for red lobster at the end. Nice evening dinner with the family..
3. Relationships ups and downs.--> let's not get too deep in2 this but thankfully, God made things such as forgiveness and second chances which I both will be needing..! XD. love youu muchh
4. Aliyah & Chuto pupi's here! goodness, this three yr old has such a cutee face like omgg, buh has an energy crisis, she's a hyper maniac lol. It makes our household a whole new soap opera show to watch everyday!!.
5. uh, packing for england.. we need to start soon, and i certainly need more clothes..
6. everyone's goin to BD this summer likee omg..! Nila, all her cousins, and shahbab's goin, rezwana's coming?! insanee buh i wnt b here.. !
well, dats all the new updates..
On another note however, this month I basically learned to face reality. Take off my princes tiara, and let my hair fall into place. and see the world. to basically take my own steps, and see how cold the world truthfully is. I got to make a move, not make others do it for me, and make up my own mind, and break away from everyonels' decisions.. nd see which ones I WANT TO MAKE. This new principle has certainly has caused a shocker and I nevr noticed it before, how badly I didn't make my own decisions and was too nice, too considerate of others thoughts, and advice. I mean, thank you so so much ppl, for the help ppl, buh shit son, at the end, it's what i think. And i certainly learned this principle the hard way. From stumbling and tripping, until i got it riite. It's the truth. And i still got alot more to learn. I kno CHS is deff gunna change how my life and open up so many more doors for my life and the way I think and analyze things. The next four years are certainly gunna b the most memorable evr. And, i just wanna live it right, the way I want it. They way i need it, A combination isn't too bad. I also started this new thing, of not speaking of others behind their backs, unless it's like totally required, i mean if I had something to ACTUALLY to say, and had the right as well as evidence because, i mean if ur tawkin behind some1's bak, its usually negative crap no?.. u usually dont gossip wit one another o geez, how gorgeous is she?! behind her back. No i highly doubt that. Well, here it goes, a toast to the beginning of summer, 2 months of no school, acting like a complete idiot, skinny dipping, dancing in the rain, endless shopping trips, staying up through the night just to watch the sunrise. Summer is gonna be memorable onee this time, because it kinda already has been..! AHHHH this entry's mad loong son.. DAYYHM loll
well, im off now, gunna prbably b listenin 2 musica nd tawkin on aim.

take care,
xoxo
-fiz